i don't know why but i was going through james' pictures when he was first born. there's a picture of me holding james.. and i remember it was the weirdest feeling. i was thinking to myself, "wow... is he really here? am i really holding my son right now?" it was just so... weird? reality... i guess. as i'm writing this i'm looking at the baby monitor checking if james is doing okay (he has a fever of 102 and he threw up before) and i'm still getting this feeling.. like.... wow. i really have a son! lol.. total randomness.. anyways....
i was left alone for a bit after james was born because dennis went home to change and to shower and all of that... and i remember i was trying to feed him for the first time. it was all new to me so i didn't know what i was doing and i was scared. what if i was feeding him wrong? what if i hurt his neck... what if he's uncomfortable? but the only thing that ran across my mind was.. he's mine. i have to do what it takes to make him happy and he's my responsibility.
it was still so weird.. there was this little baby in front of me.. moving, yawning.. squirming.... and now he's walking around, clapping his hands... scary how time flies~ but i am so thankful for our precious baby. he is the joy of all of our lives and it's such a great feeling! oh.. baby is crying. must end post here. haha gnite everyone!
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
goodbye vacation...
our two week vacation is now over... sigh. i had a BLASSSSSSSSST! i think it was also because we went with our friends... being around good company is always the best. but i will def. miss this so much. this was the most memorable trip i've ever had!
just a quick recap*
we stayed in san jose after we left vegas.. our friends moved out here and we decided to come visit them and i'm soooooo glad we did! i had more fun here than in vegas to be honest... the food out here is amazing! ugh. i def. gained 10 pounds from eating so well here. haha =x so the first two days it was "supposed" to rain but it ended up being sunny so we basically stayed in.. but it was still fun. we also went to in & out and checked out santana row and spent the rest of the week going to napa valley and san fransisco. more pictures will be posted up as soon as i get home!
but seriously.. i'm gonna miss this so much. :( and i also know that james is going DEF. going to miss this too because he was so used to being around so many people.. now it's just going to be us when we get back. :( he's also going to miss mochi (their doggy) and is going to miss playing catch with her. they played so well together! it was the cutest thing. :(
frank! you were the best roomie.. puahaha it's really scary how you and dennis are SO alike.. you guys even look alike. maybe you guys were brothers in the past life.....? (seriously). but thanks for teaching james so many things!! miss you already bro<3
sanil~ next time we go to vegas we need to watch more shows & play bj together :) dosais soon!!! <3
i want to thank our friends mike & mae for the hospitality.. you guys were more than generous to us and we will never forget it! thanks so much!!! and thank you for taking us around and showing us an amazing time here! we're going to miss you guys & mochi so much!! (and the food =x) next time though.. we'll def. cook for you guys!! see you soon <3
and last but not least~~ thanks hubby for everything! you're the best. :) the best everything!!! i had such a wonderful time.. and so did james~ love you so much. :)
just a quick recap*
we stayed in san jose after we left vegas.. our friends moved out here and we decided to come visit them and i'm soooooo glad we did! i had more fun here than in vegas to be honest... the food out here is amazing! ugh. i def. gained 10 pounds from eating so well here. haha =x so the first two days it was "supposed" to rain but it ended up being sunny so we basically stayed in.. but it was still fun. we also went to in & out and checked out santana row and spent the rest of the week going to napa valley and san fransisco. more pictures will be posted up as soon as i get home!
but seriously.. i'm gonna miss this so much. :( and i also know that james is going DEF. going to miss this too because he was so used to being around so many people.. now it's just going to be us when we get back. :( he's also going to miss mochi (their doggy) and is going to miss playing catch with her. they played so well together! it was the cutest thing. :(
frank! you were the best roomie.. puahaha it's really scary how you and dennis are SO alike.. you guys even look alike. maybe you guys were brothers in the past life.....? (seriously). but thanks for teaching james so many things!! miss you already bro<3
sanil~ next time we go to vegas we need to watch more shows & play bj together :) dosais soon!!! <3
i want to thank our friends mike & mae for the hospitality.. you guys were more than generous to us and we will never forget it! thanks so much!!! and thank you for taking us around and showing us an amazing time here! we're going to miss you guys & mochi so much!! (and the food =x) next time though.. we'll def. cook for you guys!! see you soon <3
and last but not least~~ thanks hubby for everything! you're the best. :) the best everything!!! i had such a wonderful time.. and so did james~ love you so much. :)
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