hi all, sorry i haven't been blogging recently! so much has been going on, and i was putting this to the side! anyways, the past month.. sooo many things has happened! first off, i turned 27!! (yay) haha. i think i officially stopped celebrating after 25. maybe i'll do something big at 30.. but after 25, i feel like it's the same. :\ so on my birthday hubby took me out for a nice dinner, and honestly we're just trying to save up for our upcoming wedding ceremony next year that we're trying to budget~ i was just happy to spend some time with him alone~ :)
i've also been going on interviews left and right because i really want to start working again, and it's been tough because i haven't heard back from most of them... until!! i finally got a job! i'm actually really excited to work because i've been seeing listings on craigslist for this job and i thought it'd be really cool if i worked there.. i did apply to a couple but never heard back from them until last week.. and i got the job! i'll be working for equinox as an esthetician. i was surprised that they have a spa, but it looks really nice and i'm super happy that i'm going to start working again.
yesterday was mothers day- happy late mothers day to all you mothers out there! i think being a mother will be the toughest job i ever have. honestly i still look at my baby and sometimes i think to myself, "is this real..?" sometimes it just all seems like a dream. everyday he surprises me with the way he thinks and with his actions and i can't believe he's growing up so fast. i remember the first two months i was such a mess.. i didn't even have any time to eat or shower because i had no idea what to do with the baby and everything was so new to me, but if i had to do it all over again i definetely would. i know it's only been almost a year and a half since he's been brought into this world, but i'm SO curious for what the future has for him and want to fast forward so i can take a little sneak peak at it, but on the other hand i want time to pause or be in slow motion because i literaly want to cherish all this time i have with him.
i know that it will only get harder and there will be major obsticals i have to overcome to become a better mother.. but james has taught me that there are no limits when it comes down to him. now i know how my mom feels about her children and what she had to go through.. all the sacrifices she made for us.. i truely admire her and i'm so blessed to have a role model like her. it must've been so hard raising a wild child like me~ haha :P
love you mom. i love you so much. you are my best friend, and my back bone. thank you for your unconditional love and always supporting me in whatever i do. the love and respect i have for you.. words cannot express. love you love you LOVE you!!!!!!!!!!! <3
