at 26 weeks..

at 26 weeks, i am finally showing.. (i think a lot) and i feel very.. heavy. haha it's sometimes hard to be sitting for a long time, and i have trouble breathing sometimes. but you know what.. it's all worth it. yesterday i was thinking to myself, "omg it's already almost the end of my second trimester!" that means.. three more months til we see our wonderful newborn baby. i have mixed feelings about him too.. to be honest. most of the times i'm very excited and anxious to see him, but there are times when i get scared. scared that i might be a failure at being a mom, or scared that i might not be ready yet.. sigh. hopefully though, i'll be a kick ass mom~ can't wait!