so today i went in for my weekly gyno appt... my doctor was in surgery, so i had to see another doctor. they put me in the nst room where they monitor for contractions and the baby's heartbeat.. and when we finally talked to the doctor, this is what he said. "i want to send you to the hospital to monitor you more closely because there was a drop in the baby's heart rate and i don't want you to come back after the holidays with a DEAD BABY."
........ seriously? okay so.. he also said something like.. if the heartbeat kept drastically changing then i'd have to deliver the baby today, and if it didn't then i'd get sent back home. mind you, i haven't had anything to eat since 1pm.. maybe some mini snickers here and there but.. yeah. i was STARVING.. so i asked him if i can eat something before i go to the hospital and he said no. so...... yeah didn't eat anything for about 12 hours... i was hungry as shit. (it was worth it because hubby bought me ham ji bach afterwards. it was 1240am when we got there but we beasted like hungry hungry hippos!)
but thank God for my husband who waited it out with me. he was so supportive and was taking care of me while we were getting monitored in the labor & delivery room. we were really hoping to see baby James today, but i guess we'll see him when the timing is right. :) as for that doctor.. he's gonna hear it tomorrow! >:(
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