anddddddddddd we're back!

After many thoughts I have decided to bring my blog back to life.  So many things have been going on in my life that I really just didn't have the time for it, but I feel like my brain is going to eat itself if I don't jot down whatever is going on in my life.

Here are some updates:
- On December 2, 2014 my beautiful baby girl was born.  I am SO in love with her it's not even funny.  She is so calm and is such a bubbly baby.  All she does is stare at me and smile.. and cry of course!  But smile more (total opposite of James).  She sleeps a lot which I am so thankful for (not throughout the night) and I couldn't ask for more.  The funny thing is - with James I felt so guilty with him because I wasn't really attached to him until he was a lot older and my love for him was growing.. I guess it was the same for my daughter but it happened a lot faster.

Here is a topic I wanted to talk about: co-sleeping.
Maybe it's because I was raised that way or maybe it's my culture, but I stinkin' love co-sleeping.  I did it with James (after the 2nd month) and I am doing it with my daughter.  Currently all four of us sleep in the same bed, and I love feeling both of their feet on me while I'm sleeping.  Yes my husband and I don't sleep next to each other but he was never a "cuddler" anyways.  He would always be sleeping on the far edge of the bed while I would be cuddling with a blanket or a pillow but James on the other hand loveeeeeeeeeees to cuddle!  Right before he sleeps he comes cuddling next to me or falls asleep hugging my arm.... how could you NOT love that?  I mean... they do only stay little for so long and once they get older I'm pretty sure they won't sleep with us even if I begged them to so why not take advantage of this time?  :)

People talk about "SIDS" but recently research showed that SIDS are at higher risk when the babies are in a separate room.. I guess it depends on the parents too though.  I am a light sleeper so I also don't move around much when I sleep.

Anyways on the other hand, I am super excited for our upcoming trip to Disneyworld!  It's our first getaway as a family of four and I know James will love it.  I think he was too young when we went to Disneyland last year, but I am so looking forward to his expressions when he sees Mickey Mouse again.

I wish May can come sooner!