so being a born christian, i was raised to pray before i eat and sleep. usually it's the repeating of the same thing like.. "dear Lord, thank you for this wonderful food." or "dear Lord, thank you for this wonderful day.. please forgive all the sins i've committed today." but these days, the list of things that i pray for has gotten longer. i pray for my family, my brother and sister in law and the kids, dennis' family, the move.. my pregnancy, and my money issue. and guess what! my prayers had been answered. unbelievable..
i think the most important part also was that-- i didn't worry. my husband, on the other side was worried and stressed. i told him that it wasn't going to solve anything.. which is true! i know sometimes it's inevitable BUT honestly it's just going to damage you emotionally, physically, and mentally.. without any conclusions. so i kept telling him not to worry and that everything will fall into place, because i truly believed that he was listening and i know he's looking out for us.. and he proved me right.
i remember up until recently all i used to do was worry and stress.. but after changing how i think, my life is SO comfortable and my mind feels so free. yes i'll admit sometimes i do worry about things but how can i not? but on the most part, i don't or i try not to.. because i know my life is already set. i just have to find the pieces and put the puzzle together.
anyways, life is good on this gloomy monday. is it finally raining? i hope it'll clear some of the humidity. it was DISGUSTING the past couple of days... ugh.
on the other note,
the husband and i sat down last night and did some productive things. we created our monthly budget because we will now be having a joint account.. WHY IS AMERICA ALL ABOUT CREDIT AND STUPID SHIT LIKE THAT? ffffffff!
oh.. we ALSO created the list of who we're going to invite to our wedding. we were trying REALLY HARD to stay at the 100 mark.. but we went a little overboard.
PLANNING STARTS NOW!!!!!
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